[小雨]a weird dream

yesterday, i had a weird dream
someone told me seriously that "you CAN'T and you SHOULDN'T fall in love with him !"
it's a strange feeling
i have had a crush on you for some time
all my close friends know who you are
and they all know it's a top secret

i never wrote about you on my blog
(even i did, only few people know...)
because i was timid as a rabbit
i always admire smart people like you
and i try to conceal my emotions you probably have already felt
but lately, i heared so many rumors about you
those things frighten me and make me worry about "the relationship"

i really hope you are my Mr. Right
but i don't know now...